Wait a minute. What has life done to me?

1. I am beginning to feel the growing distance with some brothers, both physically and mentally.

2. I am not eating right. It's now rountine to skip breakfast and lunch sometimes, and eating very little at dinner.

3. I am pursuing a course that is practical but not my passion.

4. I am not getting enough sleep. It's now common to sleep after 12, waking up before 8.

5. I am having dreams, of people that I shouldn't be dreaming of, of situations I hate to be in, of scenarios which scares me.

6. I slimmed down down quite abit.

7. I am not playing enough soccer.

8. Life has become such a drag.

9. I got no more life.

10. Whoever said poly life was fun deserves a good socking.

Bring back the old Mark Zheng. Not this robotic, idiotic mono-tone fellow who goes to school and home only.

I desperately need a check point. It's like suddenly after 1/2 a year of playing and all, I got thrown into the fast lane so fast I didn't know what hit me. Damn the feeling is shit.

Let's hope life improves for me. BE OPTIMISTIC, ZHENG!!!

Yeah right, self comfort. Doesn't really help much.

Carrying your name, close to me.
10:18 PM