Sometimess right, when I play in a team, I dunno whether is it me or the fact that I too competitive. There is something about me since Sec 2 I think.

That whichever game I am in, I have to be the winner/winning side.

You can call me a perfectionist or too serious, but thats my character. You take that out of me, I won't be the same player. I will never be the same player if I find myself lethargic. Thats why when I am in a team, I try my best to win games.

Some of you know I get fucked up when I don't win games. obviously, I didn't work hard enough to win that game what. So when I don't give my best, I feel lousy. That's partly the reason why sometimes I fuck the team playing with me cause when I see them not giving their best and here am I doing the work, it's not nice. Communism ain't the way in any team.

Sometimes mistakes. Okay, I can accept mistakes cause I also err. But the point is I never give up hope on any teammate on my team. Yes, I might shout shout here shout shout there, but its cause I hope you can be better players. Look at Tom.

Sometimes we learn, sometimes we get screwed. I was screwed by some of the older guys, notably Ravin. It's all up to your persepctive. If one day you can vindicate us, good. Seriously do vindicate us cause I find it nice to vindicate people.

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Its not like I've been sitting back pointing fingers at others and not bothering about myself. I also trying to improve on things I lacked in the first 6 months. Now my challenge is to head the ball from opponent goal kick. So I am getting more and more header training when I am not playing in a match.

It's all about improving man. It's just whether you wanna try and make yourself better of just flop down and sit "Enough."

For me in soccer, nothing is enough. =D

Carrying your name, close to me.
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