I feel so physically exhausted, but mentally I am so in turmoil.

It's like something nagging me at the back of my mind constantly. Whenever I stop to rest, it comes. And when I am actively chatting thinking or playing, it disappears.

And thanks to Guo, I got a new contemplatation : Should I put braces?

Well, he's a damn nice guy advising me with a bit of his ego and humour but afterall, I think he meant the best. Problem is I don't think I can at this stage already.

ARGH! HAO FAN ARH. Even DotA cannot cure this shit.

Speaking of it, I decided to withdraw from competition. I pull out cause of several personal reasons, which I explained to Marcus. I don't think DotA is my cup of tea despite all the kills I have and all. I don't think I am suited for competition. And also I don't wish to get hooked to it again. Cause it ruins alot of stuff.

Note : This days I look constantly at the skies, not for wierd reasons but for some logical reason.

Carrying your name, close to me.
10:53 PM