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Thursday, October 05, 2006

I don't know what the hell is going on or why the hell this s*** is happening but I promise you this ain't funny man. I am aimless and I feel lost everytime I think about it.
Lost. Aimlesss. That's how I feel when I now think about it.
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Today was a super slack day. Calvin slept in front of DYong under the presumsption that it was Miss Tan. Chatted with Timo. I feel you, buddy, I do man. Had A Maths for nearly 50 minutes without receiving my dreaded marks and then, Mr Chu had to walk in at 1155 to give us back. Screw it, I got 13%.
Lit was a close shave. 49.5 and then Mrs Cheong pushed it up to 50%. Same for Marcus, so it was a narrow escape. Went to check my History marks, which was a bit of a damn laugh. How in the world could I get 30% when I nearly b***s*** my way through the whole damn paper. Remarkable.
Chinese was a slight improvement. B4. That means for the damn first time in Sec 3&4, I only fail 2 subjects. But hey, I'm not going to stop here man. Its already the final sprint, and I think Keng has improved beyond recognition. We are homing in on ourtargets already. It'll be hard but it'll be worthwhile.
Final L1R4 : 22 points. This time last year : 34
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Went for training at the field and I was actually surprised to find 14 people actually turning out for the session. My AL is a tight fit cause I got a 9. I expected blisters and yes, I ahve them. Overall I did quite well for my debut. Scored a goal and provided some nice passes. I think I can get a 7.5/10
Met OP and talked about stuff for a while before Shank decided to sprint at us from his house. Went to Jasper's house for some fun/study. His dog's name is Stitch. Shank tried changing his name to Lilo, with no effect.
His dog stole my food! It was so fast I was stunned and you know I don't really hate animals but this was an eye-opener. Jasper THRASHED his doggy for stealing my food. I was a bit stunned but I found out it's for the dog's own good. Salt = minus 2 years of his life.
Oh well, did the Chemistry June paper. Beat Jasper in WE9 using Inter. Lost to him 1-0 in the 119 minute. LAST DAMN MINUTE ALREADY. F*** man.
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And as the night drew to an end, I really caught myself thinking and grieving mentally several things, especially the hostility. Ah, F*** it.
Can't be bothered already.

Carrying your name, close to me.
5:39 AM